We Are Not Tired Of Life, We Are Tired Of Being Disappointed, Hurt And Betrayed!

We are not tired of life, we are tired of disappointments, emotional wounds and betrayals, we are tired of inhuman behavior that people are used to dealing with.

We are tired of self-pity which makes us see ourselves only as victims of circumstances and other people without any possibility to change anything by ourselves. We are tired of the constant fears that we will fail, fall, lose, be manipulated, abandoned, and in the end we see that we are just stuck in a dead end without the possibility of seeing a better tomorrow.

We are not tired of life, we are tired of turning back, constantly looking in the past, looking for "golden times" and remembering better days that will not happen again. We are tired of feeling that we are always missing something in order to be complete, happy and strong. We are tired of the words we said and realized that they have not brought us anything good, we are tired of the expectations that tomorrow life would be better only to find out that everything has continued in the same course.

We are not tired of life, we are tired of proving to others that we are right, proving our ideas, dreams, religious beliefs. We are tired of feeling inferior, of lack of faith in ourselves, non-authenticity in which anxiety, worry and other feelings that make us sink and wonder whether this life is worth living. We are tired of constantly repeating the same mistakes.

We are not tired of life, we are eager for life, we are eager for those beautiful feelings, we are eager for attention, tenderness, beautiful words, we are eager for someone to say that they love us. But we have lived too much in the shadows, in that dark side that we thought it was just life and that there was no other option. We want to lean on someone’s shoulder, listen to someone’s voice and hear someone’s heartbeat, that’s the only thing worth living for. We want it, we’re not tired of it!